ab workouts & poptart cakes.

okay. is it just me, or are there some nights that you really don't want to hang out.

you just want to go home, watch a sappy movie and crawl in bed.

definitely what i was planning on. except this kid, dallin, decided to make

my day a little better. we made a poptart cake. okay. it went like this:

step 1

make two circle chocolate cake things.

step 2

cook poptarts and put them in the middle

step 3 

put frosting all over it.

let's be real. it was the most disgusting thing ever. wayyyy too much going on

for just one cake. but it was super fun, and i think i might have had the best

ab work out of my life from laughing. for the first time in a long time, i felt

like i could actually be happy. we played piano. and by we, i mean, he. 

basically, he's crazy amazing at piano. so i watched and listened. i might have

wanted to fall asleep. piano music does that to me. his brother made me 

krafts mac n' cheese. i'd never had it before. it's pretty gross. but we laughed.

a lot.

i'm ready for carefree.

i'm tired of bad days.

i'm tired of crying a lot.

i think i'll smile instead.