i wanna win

senior night.
sorry girls, but there is only one senior i will miss really,
and that's jenna dobry, better known as karen.


miss her like crazy,
but i'm proud of the girl.
& i'm glad she did something 
for herself. that's more than
i would have the gutts to do.


love you jenna.
i miss folding.
i miss bench warming.
i miss little cezars. 


we're going to state. ha, okay, maybe if by some miracle
a comet strikes alta high school and destroys their soccer
team, maybe if we miraculously pull out a W on jordan.
maybe if all the other teams sucked. maybe if we could
find the back of the net.




oh, can i just say how hot it was today?
real hot.
melting hot on the turf.
and then i was running.
hotter.
dripping sweat from every pore.
eyelids sweating.
so hot.
wait?
it's september.


can i please just have a good three months of fall?
it's the prettiest. i love the wind. i love the cloudy skies,
i love the turning leaves. i love the canyon drives. i love
hot cocoa in my frozen fingers. i love sweaters, and 
scarves. i love warm socks. autumn, come fast, stay long.
i love you.


new room.
it's yellow, turquoise, black, and white. love it.
especially the window when the sun sets, it dyes
my room a turqoise-y color. love that. wanna
see it? ha, nope, too cool.


also, october ninth needs to hurry up.
also, october eleventh is going to be a good day.
also, two more games.
also, i hate homework.
also, i have a cool tattoo.
also, zupas sounds really good.
also, the word 'also' is starting to sound weird.

lots to say.
all over the place.
so thirsty.
all the time.